WHAT THE FUCK AM I DOING RIGHT NOW??????

#slap in the face

I can’t remember the last time I cried out of pure frustration and fear.
My mother comes home tonight and announces that she has been playing match maker all day and has a possible beau in my near future blah blah blah…. I make all the excuses I can to get out of this and when she asks why… I just want to melt into tears.
I’m in love with David.
I just got out of an ENGAGEMENT.
leave me alone. In my mind there is no one else. David has dragged me through so much and treated me like SHIT at times but I LOVE him.
I love him….. ;,(

I miss my best friend

Monday’s workout done as advertised: 30 min cardio
15 min arm work out
Now to drag myself to the shower. Attending Dana’s going away get together. Must be nice to “study abroad” *cheeky accent*
#feeling skinny #take me to Europe with youuuu #can barely move